XiiaoGuShi

The truth

2010-12-25T04:51:00.002+08:00

All this while i tot i just being emotional ...
or maybe just crying or shed tears offen ...
something i just knew what my past sch mate say was true ...
a fact that i hope it wasnt true ...
hope everything can past just like time passes ...
hope u wont take me with you as u go ...
i just want to be a carefree person ...
i just want to be a happy person ...
i create u without knowing how will u harm me ...
i regretted okay ... i am sorry ... please just leave me ...
even if choose not to leave me ... please dont take my loves one away
thanks my destiny and santa for giving me this present ...

Is it the end of my bad dream ?

2010-11-08T01:32:00.002+08:00

i want to be awake from my past ...
i dont want to stay like this anymore ...
i really want a happy life ...
i just want a normal life ...

it is really pain when memories hunt me
why am i bearing the pain ...
why i cant share my pain ...
why cant i just forget everything ...
why fate just want me to feel hurt ...

i am 17 this year , after my bday in months time
why cant i just have a simple relationship
why all the sweet things i did for the one i love , they wont feel my love ?
i did everything most off the girls wish for ...
am i really that ugly ?
am i really destined to be alone ...
why cant i find someone that i can share my happiness and emotion with
why all the guys who are always playing with girls get their love easiy
why cant i just get one of their's
...

if not including ahjas my ex (we been together for 4 days ?)...
i have been single for 2years ...
cheer up Lee Gavin ...

Loves.Hate '
Gavin.

2010-09-11T03:35:00.003+08:00

hope u like them . i know i have no chance for u but i will be waiting for u . i dare to say i love u . maybe we dont have fate for each other . i want to hold your hand . i want to tell u i love u but what i afraid of is u rejecting me . i want to be with u . i want u to be the person who walk down this road with me together with me . Lee Qianhui i love u .

Loves .Gavin

I want you to hear my heart

2010-08-25T01:15:00.002+08:00

i really hope u could be the one .
but it changes . i will have no chance at all
i always fail in relationship . i wont last more then 29 days .
all my happiness and love would be pull apart from me
would u be the one who change me and prove me wrong ?
would u be the one and only girl i love ?
i maybe ugly but there's something that made me diff from other's
my heart . i can do things that most cant do .
i always keep my promise but other's dont . i promise fate
but fate dont promise me .
if i now can change my life for happiness i would
i am living in world of pain and hatred
but i only know something
Baby.Q i love u and that for sure .
nights everyone . sweet dreams
tatas
Loves.Gavin

If u can hear my heart

2010-08-20T00:06:00.002+08:00

rawr now is fucking dam bored
hees today went interview koi
they employ me ask me monday go try out :x
.
a Story ? always ends with a sad ending
Love always end with a sad ending
if u could love me . i will sure love u back twice the love u gave me
although love would be a sad ending no matter what
time to me doesnt matters . 1 day ? 1 hour ? 1 min ? 1 sec ?
is still love . but who want a love story so short
i really just wanna love someone and dont record the time
i dunno why always when i have a girlf it will always be so slow
.
Baby i miss u love u alright?

tatas
Loves.Gavin

A new Beginning ?

2010-08-19T10:18:00.002+08:00

today 19 aug 2010 , 10.19am
currently is raining :)
haas hope it can fast stop .
so that i can go to interview :x i comfirm what i going to work liaos
sorry hui i dont want go back admiral bar .
my new job i think will be at koi cafe :x
hope i get my job at bishan koi
. woke up at 7 plus today omg that early
i love my sweet fact :)
missing my Q.baby:x
love u :x
tatas Loves.Gavin

My heart

2010-08-15T21:53:00.002+08:00

Love;It can make you smile for the rest of your life , but it can also make you
cry for the rest of your life .
Yet , why are we always taking the risk , and plunge even further into the river
of love when we know we are going to drown in sorrow ?
Maybe that's the power of love: I will be contented , even with two hours of
tears alone , just for that one second of kiss with you

Currently reading a storybook Low Kay Hwa , To forget You .
before i go to hibernate :p . i am such a pig hees
tomorrow another day of work rawr , i am bored .
i made a promise with fate , would fate promise me ?
hees silly me :x . My destiny ? is it crying ?
i cant forget my past . really cant . i just hope that i can just
bang onto the wall and forget everything .
everything i find it important . every smile . every tears . every feelings i had now
understand me before u judge me .
hees i go sleep le lah .
Tatas . Misses MY Small Pig
Loves.Gavin

A love story

2010-08-06T05:07:00.002+08:00

From Gavin diary's and heart . Chapter 12

Every tears have it's begining , every love story have it's begining , every promises have it's begining . People said that this world is sweet , but why isnt . i believe in fate , but why fate doesnt believe me . My love story , always end with tears shed from my heart . My Love story doesnt have a happy things for me to remember . A pain that will stay with me .

If my life is without music i dont know how to continue living . pls dont take everything away from me fate . i am already pain enough . Fate i do believe u . why are you treating me like that ...

Anyway i am not Gavin . every thing written today is what i saw on His book (his heart) he's a happy person :) on his cover . he silly pig ! sleeping now like an log and i am on his computer helping him to post . but i hope that he can overcome everything that he is having now :p
i want to sleep le la . bybyes :x Loves.

ShaGua

2010-08-04T23:15:00.003+08:00

haas this post is delicated to this shagua .
omg lorh keep ask me blog :p
lazy nahs . :x erm she is cute ? abit kind ?
but she abit lian also rawr .
i love this sha gua ( okay ? )
this few day wont be coming out i think . gotto work uh
currently selling pao at marsilling . :x
haas dunno what to blog le lah tatas :p
loves.Gavin

Why ?

2010-07-21T02:10:00.002+08:00

From Gavin's Diary and Heart

My life wont change it wont ,
to me Girls are not a toy , we must care for them , Love them ,
and not by hurting them . But in another hand we boys ( Me Gavin Lee Jia Jing ) are not a toy to play with . Love to me is a just hated and pain , it is not as sweet as what people say .
i need someone who i can care and love for , but not someone who hurt and stab me , i dont need perfect love , i dont need someone he stick to me everyday , i dont need sex , i just need a girlf who can love and care for me that all . is that so hard ?
To My Bro , i really xian mu u all , u all can find someone who can love and care for u all
Treasure them , Dont Regret .
To Wen hui
u uh Dont keep quarrel really
u all starting not like this de .
Dont keep say what break break
stay happy :)
To nelson
u and fiona better last long long
Dont like last time le
hope what u say is true
haas
.
Tatas
Loves.Gavin

My chapters of life

2010-07-09T07:52:00.003+08:00

From Gavin Diaries and heart,

Gavin lost the battle . lost it to 12 people
but know that there is still people there for me
should i look at the bright sight ?
i am very Fan this few day . my head is dam pain
there is like dozen of needle piercing my heart
it's no longer cracking , it's bleeding . it's crying
should i still trust ?
or shouldn't i ?
or i should just end it , and just fall
i really dunno , i am sorry to alot people
sorry for showing attitude , neglecting u all
...
i hope my tears would stop . i hope it would stop
tears wont cure anything , i hope it would stop
...
From a storybook i read , THiS iS MY STORY by Kasandra Kong

I'm beaten...

I'm weak...

WHY my life is such...???

Where am i going next...???

What am i going to do from now...???

What's my purpose in life on this earth...???

...

From THiS iS MY STORY , By kasandra Kong page ,13

'Love is blind when two heart bind' instead it is

'Love is blind when my heart bind'

Hurt.Gavin

My Chapter's of life .

2010-07-06T23:25:00.005+08:00

From Gavin Diaries and Heart ,

1st july 2010
the day i asked u for stead . the day i first told u ' i Love u ' the day i am attach to a girl name Jasmine Teng Yen Rong . the day i told myself i will cherish this r/s .
...
currently at school . haas kept msging my girlf . i love her k
i like cannot 1 min dont talk to her .
then in the afternoon
went out with Nelson , Zi Yin , Boon Chee , Yong Jing , Merlyn And Linda
we go watch Eclipse and i neglect my girlf sorry . she keep saying she want make me guilty for not peiing her . i laughs =)
anyway had alot fun that day
...
th second day we were together . 2 july 2010
it's was dam funny as we were thinking of the same thing was to grats each other for being together for 1 day . after that we met out at vivo . the first time we meet currently sick
as i keep coughing non stop for 4 days .Went to bishan first before meeting her , i bought rose for her for our first meet out hope she like it ( sorry if i bought the wrong colour , but i like white sorry ) and went to change my bookmark from , Gavin(star)Joyt to Gavin(star)Jtyr . then went to meet her at vivo . we then went to eat . telling the true i felt neglacted that day she keep talking to her friend and not peiing me hais nvm i forget it . it is to last long for a relationship . that is my thinking . anyway had alot fun that day .
Gavin.loves
...
the day when we quarelled . 3 july 2010
hais alot things happen today really i am real down that day
we quarell at afternoon about small things . i told her sorry first as i really dont want to quarell
i hate it . that me everytime i quarell with my stead i will aplogise first that me . i cant change it
be it u all can say me stupid or what fuck that is me Gavin Lee Jia Jing . i always die at girl hand that is my dear brother nelson told me one .

At at night . she finally replied me . we were back to normal :) i finally smile that day
then after that went to sam garden to drink with Yong Jing , Zi yin , Nelson , Dawn , Fiona . after that somethings happen ( i dont wish to say it) . we quarell again . hais i keep calling and she did not want to reply me . do u know how pain i am ? do u know how many time i cried that day . do u know ? i really hope u can just ans my phone and hear me explain . hais
thx to my jie Melissa . thx for being my listening ear . thx alot i am much better after telling u my xinli hua . thx alot thx :) thx for being there for me as i really can find any other better listening ear thx i love u jie .
Hate.Gavin
...
the day before yesterday . 4 july 2010
u have been neglacting my msg , my called , u know how sad , u know how pain , u know worried i am mahs . hais at this moment i am really lost really pain . nobody will know how much i cried for u really
thx ZiYin , Boon Chee and lastly Shao Jun for accompany me to k-box
again sing sing from 10pm - 2am during that period u guys really made me smile . after that we went to eat then after that went to zi yin house to play haas dam funny and cute . i know u guys have alot things to do
sorry sorry . Anyway u guys really bright up my day .
...
5 july 2010
hais i really dam fan , dam luan really ! i dont know how many i told u sorry , although i keep asking u what u want , break issit , but my heart is hoping u wont leave me . untill u told me
''i dont wish to keep holding on'' . u know my tears fall when i saw that msg . do u know how pain
am i . i then told mys maybe its time to let go .

went out with Koh Wen Hui , Mango Ang Sin Hui and lastly Carrie Ng
Haas went to kbox then sing sing , happen alot thing =)
then after that went play l4d omg i am like mutli task 1 ppl control 2 com
haas nvm then after went sakae mum mum . thanks u all for cheering me up when i am down

the day u left me .
...
To that someone .
i really dont want to hate u give me time i will forget about it but currently i dun wish to talk to . when i hear about the girl Ahjas it reminds me about that day . when i see u i remember about Ahjas . sorry . just give me time . i will automatic come and talk to u
...

To My Ex Ahjas
belive me or not i didnt laugh i swear .
u did not know how much i cried that day .
u know it's pain when u did not belive me
Anyway we are together for 506340 sec or 8438 min or 140 hours or 5day
it maybe short i dared to say i love u every sec every min every hour every day
every ''I LOVE U'' i told u , is from my heart .

...
To all my ex .
u all wont understand how much tear i shed for u all . u all wont understand what i have been thru . u all only know how to tell me ' lets break' . do u all know the pain i bearing now .
smiling is just my cover for myself . i am not a happy person . i dunno how long i can last for .
i dunno when i will fall . i just want a normal lasting r/s . why u all cant give me . do u 12 ex's know the longest r/s is how long mahs . NOT EVEN 1 MONTH . y cant u all just give me past 1 month . y cant u all just love me ! .
...

To my ex Joey Lim Zhu Er
do you know u are the one who hurt me most ?
the pain u gave me is forever in my head
u just dont know how much i love u that time . u forever wont understand how i feel de .
that pain u gave me is still now with me u know ?
2 years 7 month 19 days or 959 days or 23016 hours or 1380960 min or 82857600 sec
nobody will understand me . i just need a girl who can mend my heart . who would it be ?

...
To melissa jie
u are the only person know how i feel . thank u for everything . hope u will be more xinfu then me kays . i Love u .

...
thank u , ( Koh Wen Hui , Ang Sin hui , Koh Shao Jun , Neo Boon Chee , Melissa
Chua , Ng Zi Yin , Carrie Ng Jie Yi ) for being there for during this period of time .
u All are treasured by me , Gavin Lee jia jing

...
i ask myself y am i always be played by girls . Plus u it is the 10tenth . why i just cant find myself a love . why u always there to break us up . i dont wish to blame u really . u will understand how hurt i am mah . u will mah . if u really get hurt almost in all your r/s then u come n tell me u understand how i feel . everytime i tell someone about my past only a feel will belive me . the rest only thinks ' I AM STUPID , TRUST AND LOVE GIRLS TOO MUCH' is it a crime to love someone that much . honesly i put my true love to all my r/s .

Loves/Hate.Gavin

Fuck why the world is liddat

2010-07-04T04:34:00.004+08:00

fucking world i hate it k
i really hate it...
what i did i do wrong .
why i just cant find a normal relationship
i dun need perfect love .
why YOU alway make me i and my love one away
why !!! what did i owe u last life .
i hate myself really . maybe i shouldnt blame u but blame myself
...
Girl do i look like one who need sex
DO I ? . if i really fking need them i long ago lost my virgin
fuck life ...

Hate.Gavin

HELLO BYEBYE! :D

2010-06-27T23:17:00.001+08:00

HI. Here for the damn requested post :B Today can't long, needa be short. I need chiong hw alr, paiseh uh. HAHA, great pics of Sentosa Outing today, pig! :D But mine nicer ah, paiseh! LOL! I not bad k, I helping you post alr. K seriously, this gna be short. I NEED CHIONG HOMEWORK ALR, next time post longer return you k. GOODBYE PEOPLE! :)

2010-06-27T21:55:00.007+08:00

hi ppl . just came back from sentosa . with nelson , zi yin , shao jun and mr boon

dam tired post pic first . tmr still got sch . i will post tmr de

hees tatas

Loves.Gavin 27/06/10 22.23

Days Past , N founded similarity

2010-06-24T10:09:00.003+08:00

haas yo peepos
so long bo post liao hor .
wad a boring day got to go grandma house in awhile time
...
To . Jie
u r the first person who are similar to me
had the pain i had before
suffer wad i had suffer before
haas glad i knew u .
hope u stay happy like me kays
times past so fast n we getting old soon
we gonna past the stage where we dont have puppy love anymore
Loves.Gavin =)
...
To . Carrie
sorry neglected u the past few days
haas busy =P never i back free again
bored gonna sch reopen le
so wuliaos hor
never we will take o-Levels tgt =)
let work hard tgt
hees
...
To . my brothers
haas i am happy that i met u all
days we played . days we enjoy .days we shared our stress
haas will all be remember in my head =)
hope we all will still be that happy aways alright
nel bro u going army soon
must takecare hor . i will help u celebrate before u go in de
i know once u go in army we may lost contact or wad
but hope we dont ... haas
wen hui bro . sch reopen soon we must tgt go back sch
show the fking vp n subash we can de
knn dun let look down on us le
u n sin hui stay happy awails k =)
...
k lah post long enough le =P
Tatas ppl
Loves.Gavin 24/06/10 10:20

iloveyouzxc o.o

2010-06-19T15:07:00.003+08:00

Hiiiiiiiiiiiii :) Gavinleejiajing is a pig, he lazy post ask me help him post again. HAHAHA. This pig keep bully me lerh, -__- Say me fishball and fishcake, grrr :@ But he very good also, yesterday treated me eat cotton candy and ice milo drink *thumbs up* He accompanied me go pasar malam and slacked @ under his friend's block with my friend but fucking boring k. Heh. He's naozc chatting on phone w/ me, he slept @ 7am today but darm early wake up, IT'S A MIRACLE! It's a sign that the world will end soon, LOLLLLLLLLLL. I hope he gets the sacarsm :D I busy with my things then he keep ask me help him post, but I still very good, got help him post. LOL. I can't post a long long one, i'm too lazy k :B I feel so sad for him, yesterday he went drinking. Then 4am plus then come back, he called me and talked on phone until 7am. He almost scareddieme, becuz he coughed blood @(*)(#*$#&%#(*&(*!@#!($)*@($ LOL. He cannot drink too much still drink, AIYO! He very clumsy too lerh, go pluck durian and fall down then leg bleed. Asked him put plaster, if not infection then oh-oh alr. I DON'T THINK HE DARES TO DRINK OR GO PLUCK DURIAN EVER AGAIN, it's a lesson learnt: "Not to pluck durians after drinking so much." That's all and goodbye peepo.

My's

2010-06-16T18:32:00.003+08:00

HELLO, people. I am (insertname), ♥ Gavin's blog is dead naozc. So I'm here to post, :B Gavin is a pig. LOL. He keep on sleeping lerh, don't let me watch television -_- I very good, I pei him talk on phone lea. GAVINNNNNNLEEEEEEEEJIAAAAAAJINGGGGGGGGGGG, pangseh me yesterday omgeeezhc. I still very good, I never scold him LOLLLL I also very good help him post, laughdiezc. This pig is currently on phone with me naoz, he knew I'm going to say he's a pig. HAHAHAHAHAHZ. I 7pm go watch show, he go sleepsleep. He keep disturb me too, so mean >.> He want dumplings, but idw give him eat because I want to eat my dumpling he want steal. If he buy me pink jet, then I give him eat. HEHEHEHEHE. I also very good, that day stay up late to pei him talk on phone and he watch his soccer match :) He owe me a meal naozc. I very good because I say he is good. This pig very good because he always cheers me up and always accompany me, muahhahahazc. He want longlong post and i'm trying to post as long as I can naozc. So still, I am very good. He is very thick skinned too :b Ok, that's all for the post. Goodbye peepohz.

L***

2010-06-14T04:53:00.002+08:00

haha wad a fine day today =)
hees whole got this GAL pei me wor
=X haha she just a silly piggy but is dam good
haha u uh sleeping now for sure .
pig =P . nvm i also pig sleep so much
woot germany v australlia 4-0 man
hees .
anw thx girl . sorry so late still fan u wake up pei me
thx wor .
haha wen hui gf is so dam sweet man
lazy post pic next time bahs
but wad a xinfu couple . last long uh
k lah i also want orh orh le wan an
tatas
Gavin.loves(C)

What a day -.-

2010-06-11T06:17:00.002+08:00

fking shag now dam pek cek and moodless
lost my fking spec che bye .
knn fk up leh -.- now no spec see thing blur blur de knn
worse things is my mom now admitted to tan tock seng hosp
dam fking shag tmr go visit her bahs
sadded nowsaday problem dunno y keep coming for me
wtf did i do wrong in the past
.
knn then come some cb kia still come say me
wah lan .
fking hell .
aiya i go sleep le lah tmr then post got nth say le
Loves/hate.Gavin

hated !

2010-05-29T06:35:00.002+08:00

fking date today 29 05 10
i will forever rmb today .
anything happen to my bro i will never let them go
happy nth will be happy for me anymore
nth !!! thing keep coming for me .
i like never will have peace .
i am worried .

I am just a silly boy

2010-05-28T06:13:00.002+08:00

This Bittersweet Romance pierces thru the heart
In The Name Of ''True Love''
My Bleeding Heart,
Captivated In His Beautiful Charade...
Love Is Oh , So Blind!
''Loving someone is about aprreciating him/her strengths & embracing him/her weakness''

All this lines is something that i learn from a storybook =)
Love is so complicated .
her hurt n pain is really deep really deep cant belive she can tahan so long
y some ppl just dun appreciate their love . i really dun understand
ppl are just talking crap to me saying that my true love will come
in fact i wont belive it as this is all said when ppl had their true love already
so they will be telling us this
...
Loved ? i hated ppl telling me i am better then their stead or if i their stead good le . wad so good . i am not a good bf . i am not fit to be one . honesly i dun trust girls at the first sight anyone i wont anymore . saying they willing to be with you .
fk . nahs . in fact they will be leaving u first before u even say anything . they wont give u a second chance . i am just a silly boy clinging to my life
...
i now stil have no time for all this . i still have my million pazzle waiting for me to place it back . to all couples treasure ur relationship if its really going well
dun like me wanting to treasure but have none .
tatas
Love.Hate[g]avin

A Moment of Slave

2010-05-26T00:29:00.002+08:00

hais now my whole family is a mess
a total mess . thousand droplets of tear falls
it falls down every 1 faces
currently is moodless . felt pain
y cant have a peaceful life
although it is tired . but i must endure
i will do my best to put u all back into a piece
now we r like i million piece of pazzle
n i gotto place u all back in a picture which u all accualety were
...
love ? nothing will be more painful then this
nothing really nthing !!!
tatas
post tmr bahs
Love.Hate[g]avin

dear com back =X

2010-05-25T01:44:00.002+08:00

woot man now is 1.45
n my dear com is finally alived
haha miss my com dam alot man
haha finally can dota well le
using my dear com
...
haha erm tmr going grandma house at morning
jialat dunno wad to there
hoping someone will pei tmr
to cure my boredness
...
aiya got nothing post le tatas
post tmr bahs
Love.Hate Gavin

time flies . Really flies

2010-05-21T16:03:00.002+08:00

hihi =P
sian my com spoit now currently using lappie
hais suddenly screen become so small sian
nvm lah got com use tou xiao liao
tmr then the com ppl coming
hope my com will get fix by tmr bah
what should i do today ? haha boring ?
erm should i just lie down n sleep or go out
maybe later going out bah see first my pocket broken 1 hole le
sian mans like that no money can go out meh ? haha
nvm i will just rot bah
my blog like going to rot liao so little ppl viewing
erm haha maybe i little post bah that y so little reader
=X haha nth to post le boring
tatas
Love.hates[G]avin

A painful moment of life

2010-05-17T00:21:00.003+08:00

hi =(
back now at home
just now early morning went to temple pray for my ah ma recovery
hais burn the joss paper that time burn untill my leg
now a patch of my leg is like skinless hais
dam pain k ...
after that ren all the way to tan tock seng see ah ma
before see go tan tock seng the kopitiam eat chicken rice
then on the bought flower n card
hais now see ah ma still need wad register wtf !!!
then went 6 floor wait like dumbarse for the door to open
because it is lock wtf !!! then got ppl told me is must press bell
then inside ppl help open de
then went in see ah ma i is like ren my tears
i dun want let my ah ma see tears !!!
she is like hurt n i cant do anything ... wad world is this man
hais then doctor went in say ask me go out awail then i say k
i went to a corner my tears straight burst out
unbearable ... painful fact that u will cry ...
wtf cant find anyone to pei me at the moment i am totally alone
...
after see grandma went bugis find shao !!!
then after that zy nel came
then we fking walk here walk there ... i dam tired le leh
buay tahan leh ...
haha then afterthat went eat went in a restuarant con money 1
wtf cb i order dunno wad meal knn each ppl 26 like that
food sux like hell . '' wad sakae tappanyaki'' at bugis junction
...
then after back sembawang ... went ssc buy zy speaker dam funny .
buy le cant play wif com . tmr go help him bah
current now dam tired .
missing someone leh guess who ?
loving someone leh . this is sure must de !!!
aiya enough rubbish go sleep le
tatas
Loves.Hate[G]avin

Get well soon

2010-05-16T08:49:00.002+08:00

hi =P
long bo post le uh ... now a post for someone important
going pray n later visit my ah ma
ah ma uh must faster hao qi lai k ?
i later go see got thing get for my ah ma
feel like drawing a pic but no time le
shock knowing my grandma in hospital
ah ma u are my root for living u cant leave this world k
=) must fast k can le ...
u dun want see grandson drop another tears right ?
... ah ma i love you later wait me awail i go see u
if can i hope i can visit everyday but got school
...
k lah this another post specially for u ( you know who you are )
u ah dun sad k ? i will always be there for you
a shoulder to cry on a shoulder to hold on
haha last long wif yr stead k... i will always support ur decision de
a promise made n i i will never break it
u keep saying i am better then yr stead . but is no
i am just a silly boy . ppl come in yr life at the right time
this is a fate . just move on n stay happy =)
k lah long enough le bah . Loves
...
love all my important one . my brother . my family
all must take good care k . i dun want you all get sick uh
now weather not good easy get sick
will be posting tonight

tatas
Loves.Hate[G]avin

A silent past

2010-05-09T15:40:00.002+08:00

yo !!!
ps all really i am sorry
i dunno wad to do my brain is dead
i totally dunno wad to do
now can say dead
...
time flies ah half a year liao
after so many thing have happy
from good to bad .
hais y cant i have my old me
cheerful and all that
maybe old liao brain also old
now mye i dunno wtf to do
go also die dun go also die
aiya maybe my fate is like that
always give me difficult things to decide
...
haha sunday 3.15am went down sp meet nelson n zy
wah that cb kia say wad he sad then i go down
but notbad eat a mac spicy meal $2.60 only
good good ... nel past is just a memories
if u feel it is right go for it
...
sunday 4.00am
went cai sen miao pai pai
knn cb the fking old nbss che bye
got song play de fk mao zan
then inside is nth man
haunted sch uh
went pray then went home
k lah i stop here
tatas
Love/Hate.Gavin

5/10 alright =)

2010-05-02T21:35:00.003+08:00

haha sunday 12.00
congrats my dear brother Mr Koh
Founded his true love O.o
jiayous uh ... haha wake up at 12.45
knn tio wake up by Mr koh wen hui
lols he ask me go down slack -.-
haha then i told him k ...
went to prepare then went down sp
woot so long never see my bear bro le uh
met jun long , wen hui , my bear bro ,
Ah Jian , N lastly Wen hui laopao . opps spell
wrong is lao po ... bet saw this thing all will remember nelson bah
haha ... slack awail then went down 334 mum mum
dam hungry like fk
ate then after went to mr koh house mahjong
=) so long bo play liaos
heng play finish bo lose money
hehe
after that me nelson , jun long n dawn
went 313 eat
woot eat the wanton mee dam nice
haha dam after that nelson n jun long talking about fish
dam cute lorh they all keep say how the fish swim or wad fk
then dawn later suddenly say
u all know snake got legs ? i was like wtf
then they keep talking about wad monkey brain
i was like wtf -.-
haha then after that jun long buay tahan liao
go home sleep left me n nelson
wtf that cb nelson give a idea
wad '' arbo we go out lah , watch movie want ?''
make me dam tired like fk now
but dam funny lahs watch iron man 2
haha funniest part is when
we go back home at train dam funny
keep joke
i laugh untill my heart dam pain
haha joke about boon chee say his ball can last for 2 years like that
wtf haha ... woot long post i post today =)
hehe woot hui just read yr blog power man
touch untill me ... knn u like that i jealous lah
cannot lose to u ...
nelson u also gambateh
aiya dun talk crap liaos
nights tatas
Loves/Hates.Gavin

Feelings of being hated

2010-04-30T22:26:00.002+08:00

Thx Nel bro
i understand i hope i can forget but i cant
i really dun understand
we dun even have a fking relationship or fk
y i feel so sad so hurt
i never felt like that before
Girls ? fk lah no point liao
i now want faster recover i keep falling sick
i dunno why ...maybe i am weak
is treating ppl good a crime or against the law or wad fk
am i doing something bad ?
why ? i get something bad back when i treat ppl good
aiya dam this fking world
...
damit lah no point throw all my hate in here
bro nelson sorry
i now dun have anything happy
...
i will post something happy alright soon bahs
byes
Hurt.Gavin

Hate!

2010-04-29T13:19:00.002+08:00

hate this fking world man
what the fk did i did wrong what
aiya sua lah who hate me then cont hate lah
nb cb knn no point liao
tmr mye start
i know i cmf die 1
aiya die jiu die lah i heck care liao
i dun understand why a fking dream will let me
dun care about anything
aiya now fking no mood lah
...
i dun need any care n concern
dun need say wad cheer up or wad fk
bye -.-
Hates.Gavin

A new start

2010-04-22T00:14:00.003+08:00

haha hi =)
woot wad a day today chatted wif total of 7 to 8 ppl
omg all saw my blog post call me -.-
haha kk i promise k >?
i will go back sch
thx for all yr motivation n cheering me up =)
...
haha wad a day today =P
will be a better tomorrow yeah?
must wake up early tmr
cant bear to be late uh
haha tatas everyone
Sweet dream
Loves.Gavin

3 days liao

2010-04-19T22:52:00.002+08:00

it been long
3 day le ...
dunno y my mind keep telling me
not to go sch
n this keep making me oversleep
exam coming i dunno wad to do
DUNNO
omg lah jialat le
hais
all this are fuck up
stupid life i have
no money no girls no nothing wtf
everyday face the fucking rectangle com
cb ...soon my brain will become rectangle
kns aiya dun blog le
putting hate in here also no use
Tatas
Loves.Gavin

Miserable life

2010-04-14T16:34:00.001+08:00

hi
boring day again
feeling moodless n tired
dunno y i dun feel like going sch
i dun wish to see her wtf
...
ppl keep disiao me when i am sch
making someone hate me like fk now
maybe that is fate
aiya sick n tired of all this now
i maybe fine in sch but
no 1 ever know wad i am thinking
...
fk tard aiya all this will end
...
posting tonight
tatas

hehe happy bday uh

2010-04-13T00:21:00.001+08:00

haha wad a fun day =P
12th april celebrate my mr koh bro bday
haha today abit shock as he suddenly came sch and say he quiting sch
i was like omg -.-
haha at last never =)
...
hehe at night woot !!!!!!!
funny and fun
what will happen to on yr bday
we bought a cake kind right
but the cake got wasabi was like play wif that fking tube of wasabi
omg nel bought a ice milk tea from xin wang
wtf put half the tube of the wasabi inside
omg T.T
i drank dam alot of it
played alot most important is my bro wen hui
happy can le =P
...
day after day i am still thinking about u
what should i do man
T.T
ily yeah?
kk enough of craps
Tatas
Loves.Gavin

A person in mind

2010-04-12T04:48:00.002+08:00

hi =)
haha u see i so go come blog again
as i have something in mind to share
...
i dun understand why am so in love right now
a person a person who even make me think about
when i sleep
maybe is a fact that i am in love right now
maybe is someone that is important to me
haha
...
dun talk about this le
woke at 3 just now
went downstair to eat omg
i slept like a log man
right now wad should i do
dota?
1 more hour must go prepare to go sch le
haha =P
must study hard le
exam coming =(
haha

dun say le bah
tatas
Loves.Gavin

Bored

2010-04-08T00:54:00.002+08:00

Haha =X
back this few dam lazy blog...
aiya blog because so many keep fan me blog
haha k now i blog ...
bored day nth to do want
so wu liao n sian
boring like fk ..
aiya bo bian everytime like day sleep wake up
time pass so fast lorh
...
no girls !!!
wtf 1 year plus leh
lazy find =P
aiya dunno wad to say le

tatas]
Loves.Gavin

Lost Faith in me

2010-03-30T23:35:00.002+08:00

haha sorry peep
so long never post
not i didnt want to post is that
everytime i wanted post my mind will be empty
...
i need to change myself
i need a change !!! i cant be like myself anymore
i will fail if i cont like that
i will fail the promise that i promise myself
...
life is selfish
no 1 is perfect neither is me nor u
...
everyone in the world had a chance to shed there tears
tears that has 'sadness''happiness'

if i will have a chance to turn back
i will definelly will
that me ...
love is not important most important
is the one who brought u to this world
they give a chance to u ,
letting u see tis world
...
i feeling bad right now
feeling sick ,
...
maybe i be alright after tmr =(
tatas

Loves.[G]avin x3

A broken lock

2010-03-09T23:47:00.002+08:00

haha hi peeps
back pek chek so many ask me blog
haha nvm i now back to post kay
woot dam happy next week holiday le
first few days of my holiday book =)
hehe erm sure dam fun de lahs
also sure miss sch de
sian tmr lesson boring mans
haha nvm de lah just go nia
sure learn alot new things de
jiayous for me sure can do it de
...
haha just out find nelson they all
drank a can of soya bean
then went home =P
haha now post liao jiu dota 1 match orh orh
kk sweet dreams everyone nights
Tatas
Loves.Gavin

A strange beginning

2010-03-03T01:40:00.002+08:00

haha today woke up at 820
knew that i will be late haha
so went slowly do my thing ...
brush teeth . pack bag . put on contact
haha reach sch at 9 omg -.-
lols saw hui kanna caught hair
funny de him kanna send back home
hui uh must study hard uh ...
we two must go poly together de leis
...
haha after sch went to cca omg
first day cca (wad naveo club)
omg plant veg de
kns then got 2 girls dunno who lai de
dunno why will join me n yj
lols stalker -.-
haha they fker de lorh keep throwing the soil at us
wad a day reach home
omg i bath 2 times man knn
dam dirty me cannot tahan
...
after that dota wif yj they all
then i went out awail
haha then went back home at 11
after that chat wif yj zy hui at msn
then they say zhijian jio dota
after that dota till now
sleepy le lahs me
...
tmr still got sch
wanna sleep le tatas
Loves.Gavin<3

A smiley face =)

2010-03-01T00:19:00.002+08:00

haha omg feellinng tired now
but dun feel like sleeping becaus...
currently i am dam happy
as i finally contact back wif my long lost jie
omg time flies n she is 22 now
n that time if i rmb i was only 15
when she brought me to clark quay =X
haha cant belive that we can still contact each others
omg have sch tomorrow looking forward to get my english paper
hope i score well ...
as i put dam alot of effort in it
haha that all i wanna say bahs
got sch tmr gonna rest early
tatas

All should ends at chapter 9 ...

2010-02-27T00:24:00.003+08:00

Haha yo ppl
sorry so long never post liaos
dui bu qi uh
i this few day busying wif things
haha woot dam happy exam over
currently got back math,social studies,chemistry,chinese
all pass except the dam fking subject chinese
that the subject i hate most uh
haha happy make a diff in life
...
met chian yee at j8 just now
haha went to eat sakae sushi =)
chat alot wif her while seeing eat
lols she keep forcing me to eat
but i dun want because i ate before meeting her
...
wao so long never saw her liaos
since primary sch k
haha after that sent her home
woot her house dam far away from mrt kay wtf man
i was like sweating while walking back
haha currently at ah ma house
there goes my weekend
haha k lahs post enough le tatas

Happy Valentines =X , {L}'s

2010-02-14T15:40:00.002+08:00

Haha now at my relative house uh '
hehe hope everyone having fun now...
i think everyone are doing doraemon bahs
Liz teach me de doraemon
cute uh?
haha Samantha hw r u???
think u having right now uh
btw happy valentine n cny uh?
haha clara ...
start a new dun think about past u shouldnt uh
haha ziyin
u uh forget the past ...
dun think about anything uh ... happy cny uh?
to all my bro n sis
happy valentine uh??? n happy cny
hope everyone have alot of ang baos uh
a lonely day for me le bahs
haha nvm think ahead =X
Tatas everyone

{G}avin.Loves<3

A day of me ,

2010-02-12T16:41:00.002+08:00

hi everyone,
sad to say today i pon sch omg
haha but didnt wanted to
was like so tired n cant resist sleeping
i dun want uh ...
haha dun say le lahs
ytd night ton night waiting for samantha msg =X
haha she was going taiwan today uh
sorry uh fell asleep while waiting
sian man 6 days
haha hope she get a present for me ... jk jk
sure miss her de lahs ...
haha hope u have fun over there uh?
dui bu qi uh to girl name clara
lols she sent me a msg while i sleeping
saying what i wanted by police
cute lah uh
haha that all bahs
btw thx all the ppl who tag my tag box
come read my blog my life
i will try blog everyday k ?
tatas

There is a time , That i should make a change

2010-02-09T02:27:00.000+08:00

Hehe here r pic when i draw from boredness
sorry uh long never post le =P
eheh sorry i changing my life
to all the people that i ignore while i was studying

i am sorry i mend it back k?
hope everything could go smoothly tmr
as things werent so simple
to all the people who hate us in sch
be it , it our way of doing things
haha just hope everything it will past
i want a brand new start not like that
n ziyin dun keep thinking k
n make yrself stress
erm haha studying is quite an enjoyment to me now
as i was doing thing that i didnt do last time
to clara... haha hope u wont think about silly things anymore
life is like that ... we have no choice but to follow it
hehe i think i gonna end my post here bahs
tatas

What a day =P

2010-02-01T04:54:00.003+08:00

Haha woke up at 1 today
slept like a pig hehe
lols say myself pig =X
haha when to causeway to repair my watch
idoit they call me to go kallang so can faster take back
T.T
then after then went walk around then went home
listen to songs while chating wif ppl in msn
boring man at 5 went prepare to go to my bro bday bbq(not real life de)
hehe went meet him at his house then went sembawang park
was like playing like crazy
after a few hour we was like so bored
haha dam bored so we think of a game
play poker card who take the smallest card lose then got forfit
haha go put the hand in the pic above
lols dam cold man
i was so unlucky kanna 3 time in a row
40 sec per time
my hands was like so dam cold man become no feeling like that T.T
haha then after that 1 ppl went off
i was still there wif my bday bro
went to find chacoal as no more liao
while looking for it ...
i was talking on phone wif samantha
haha she dam good kay pei me chat till she sleep =X
she uh 2 plus still dun sleep tmr got sch leis girl
later not enough jin sen in sch uh
haha anyway sweet dream uh girl
...
i think i said enough haha
Tatas uh

MIA-ing

2010-01-28T23:29:00.000+08:00

Okay GavinL is nao at his 3-Day Camp .
And its his 2nd day in camp .
So i guess he will be back tmr .
Keep those taggs comin' in :D

C's

A new Life =)

2010-01-26T00:39:00.001+08:00

Haha wad a day today =)
woke up at 7 woot slept like a log man =X
wtf say myself a log kns
haha yeah a day a new start in sch
must study hard le
woot have 2 test today man 1 chinese n chem
omg !!! chinese is cmi de comfirm de lorh
chem uh after sch then have the test ...
quite easy bah must study nia =)
haha after sch when pei wen hui cut hair
woot his hair like getting shorter n shorter =P
haha then after that went home blast song omg
scare neighbour kp . i think wont de bah afternoon mah
hehe after that at 6 met wen hui , brandon , ziyin we went to causeway
... haha for wad ??? wen hui dunno wad happen the screen crack must go repair
wao 80 bucks wen hui repair the phone ...
kns con ppl money
haha after that went wen hui house play mahjong
eer got someone like post shorter then me leis dunno who hor =P
k lah i want go sleep liaos tmr got sch

Tatas

Boredooom.

2010-01-24T20:03:00.003+08:00

Dammit this dude gave me a v difficult request .
To post whenever he's busy .
Do you think he's too over ?:x
Just Kidding .
Anws, I really have nth to post man .
Oh btw, Clara's here fr the 3rd time to post if I'm not wrong ._. What a joke !
Anws, this Gavin Lee Jia Jing is sooo gna get it frm me soon, HAHA :P
Alright ~ End of Post ~

Teddy Bear

2010-01-23T20:37:00.003+08:00

HeyHiHello, Readers of SmileAtMe-Gavin/bs. [:

Clara's here again, to help him post ._. As he was out fr a wedding dinner naoz .
He's ~~nao~~ always complaining of boredness ~
Okay, so wad should i post ?
Oh and he studied the whole afternoon, v guai hor S:
Post, Post, Post .

Lol okay i'm lame ._. But seriously la this guy really is madd asking me to anyhw post .
Hahaha I shall flood this since he asked me to ~.~

Well, Gavin is a Crazy, Asshole, Dumbass, Hardworking, Random, Lazy, Imaginative dude .
Haha, Ps to all Gavin's fans/friends but this is what I think of him uhs <:
Ohh, and he asked me to post his pic which i juz helped him edit it during the afternoon .
Also got help me kill my time :D

Okkay rate it ! __(fill in urself) /10 .
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Okay wads ur rating ?
Gavin rates 9/10 LOL .
If it isn't good, please don't tell me . Keep it to urself .
I know it suckss -.-
Okkay I guess I shall end the post wif a huge SMILE . :D

Random

2010-01-22T18:26:00.001+08:00

Hey readers,

Clara here sucha kind soul here to post to post fr tis lazyy arsee :D
Imma talkin' to him the fonee now . He's currently at Orchard shopping for things O.o
And he said he got conned by his fren ._. Into saying smth like there's a disney ___(forgot the word) in Taka . =/=
Now he said he wanna get an iTouch -.- And can't even find the shop . Wad a joke .
He was like "Urgh, I cant find the shop !" & "My legs are damn tiring !" etc . Complaining like an old aunty ._.
Few minutes ltr, he found the Apple shop ._. Wth, he's currently calling his Dad ~

Lool, alright I'll end my craps nao . Baii [:

2009-07-03T06:00:00.001+08:00

i will be found no where

take care all

Loved

2009-06-25T13:52:00.000+08:00

haha later going to west mall meet dear ...
lols watch drag me to hell,i think
lalalas k larh tonite then post
Tatas

u r my onli 1
11o6o9 celine x3

th 1 and Only

2009-06-24T03:20:00.000+08:00

haha today went lot 1 O.o
lols my dear dam funny saw me 1 tim3 run 1 time lols
O.o she is shy...
lols she now dam happy because she got her bear

Me n william stay at lot 1 untill 9 O.o
then went back
haha btw Roy happy bdae ^^
lols i want sleep le night tatas

every sec of love is to be treasured
11o6o9 loves celine dear x3
love her lots larhx

2009-06-18T09:28:00.000+08:00

Haiishh , this boy here is off to camp.
I'm helping him to post.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAA.
LAME .__.
CYARH THAT IT.
HAHAHAA .
LAME .__.
YEAH I'M LAME :x

2009-06-17T05:05:00.000+08:00

rawr tomorrow going camp le (lols dunno wad camp leis)
OMG!!! i will mis my dear de lorh
hais sian

k le larh nth to say le

dear u r loved by me every sec
11o6o9 Celine x3

THE 1 AND ONLY

2009-06-15T03:24:00.000+08:00

rawr ytd sleep the whole afternoon O.o
sorry dear i too tired liao cant peii u dui bu qi
then at night 9 then wake up lorhx ... when i wake up the first thing i did
was msg my baobeii celine ^^
then when sp meet william haha eat kfc then went slack
haha after that roy came O.o we went xing wang mum mum
omg mum mum again-.-lll lols eat so much n didnt fat
sadd...

kk i go sleep le tata ^^

dear u r loved by me every sec
11o6o9 loves CLSZ x3

CELINE x3

2009-06-13T01:33:00.001+08:00

Dear thx x3 i love this blog
lols another boring day O.o the whole day do nth lorhx
lucky got dear pei miie anot i die haha thx x3
at night O.o...
haha lols play audi my dear
omfg lorh lose like hell
dear sorry i am nub in audi

after they went sleep...
rawr i am bored again sian
i cant sleep lorh T.T hais alone again

btw...
dear i love u muacks (aishiteru x3)

2009-06-12T10:35:00.000+08:00

Happy as once.
Finally (:
Dar you blog is done.
Wooohooooo , idk you like or not laah.
But i'm sure you like th spamming in your cbox, to keep your blog alive!
Woohoo , cyarh.
I'm going to tagtag more.

2009-06-11T20:14:00.000+08:00

CURRENTLY UNDERSPOIL ?

wtf i'm talking -.-

woohooo , hacked into his account.

LOL:x

HIS BLOG IS HMMMMMMMM....

STILL DOING.